Waa, im back like after one year? Haha.
Coz normally if i have something to say or no one to talk too,
I would come here to blog.
Because i know no one read my blog.
Or even if anyone is reading it. Thank you. :)
Since young have always be a quiet girl,
That doesnt like to talk much or vocal it out,
To me i find that pouring out troubles to someone,
Make that someone pity you or something,
Even if they dun voice out.
So i would rather keep it to myself or write in a diary or something.
At least i have let it out but to a non verbal thing.
But still will feel much better.
Im not one that really have a best friend that could pour out everything with.
And even if i have, i wouldnt want to make her pity of me or what
At least i know i have good friends around me is enough already
So this one year really happen so much things
Shall start with some relationship thing
So as didnt expected, im offically single now
Broke up also almost a year only
And i din expect he would easily let go
But no matter what is also coz of me
Just hope that he would find a better girl than me
On the other hand,
Remember the angel that i mentioned about
Ended up think im also too soft hearted to fell in love with him
That also make one of the biggest mistake in my life
Like what i have mention before,
He is really like my angel being there to company me and care for me all
And if can i would also want to be with him
Knowing him for almost two years cann say is my biggest mistake
Im just so easily contented to what people gave me
That what lead to i am here today
End up i would have left with nothing!
Coz just recently dad found out about us
And really get furious about it
And make me promise that not to see each other anymore
Coz of some reason
But how could you expect me to do that
Im seriously so heartbroken now
Because my only angel also have to be seperated from me
And now im really left with no one
Maybe that is my returibution ba
Got someome dun want to treasure
Anyway although we giving each other time till june
But i know end up we will still be seperated
Because if the king cannot get through then how
So i really donno what to do now
But have also think for many days
I will give him up
Because i want him to find his happiness too
But for now let us enjoy for the next few months
Anyway i also prepare that weather i will find another soon
Coz my heart already broken plus plus
So if there is really someone i will just accept
Provided if he is taller than me and someone that treat me well
So i shall wait for the miracle ba
Because ever since i broke off
Theres a guy from my secondary school wanted to chase me
Yes he is taller than me but he damm play boy
At first was chasing after my sister
But being rejected then now come to me
Like wth, hello think we play toy
Here cannot then go there, seriously okay
On the other hand
Theres another one in my class
Oh ya im studying now in advance diploma!
Cant believe it right. Haha
Shall talk that later
That one is same class and same sub group with me
Donno why we seem to click well all
And i often would pour my troubles to him too
So from there he started treating me well
And make everyone mistake that he like me
But to me he treat everyone good
And coz also im in the same group as me
So from then everyone keep asking me if i like him
But a answer is no!
Coz he is shorter than me
Lol. Like so bad.
But really he is not my type
And also im still hanging up with my angel here
Trying to mend my heart
Anything about relationship shall wait after june
And ya i also din think much about it
That coz he treat everyone good also
And also saw him messaging other ppl private also
So not only me
Until recently he came and ask me out for valentine day
I was damm shocked
And of coz i rejected him
From then i would start to distance myself from him already
But coz of same group i got no choice
But just have to tahan coz two more presentatiion only
Sigh.
Why my dream prince haven appear yet
For now i just dun want to think of anything also
Just want to enjoy with my angel for now
And hope my dream prince will really appear soon.

On the other hand about work
Yaa am currently in my second semester of advance diploma
Because last last year my nm keep asking me to go
But i just finish my degree so wanna rest first
So end up just told him say if go will go october intake
And i din expect him to take my words for real
But since company paying so why not just go right
But now regret going
Coz i really hate studying and all
Especially assessment
But what to do
Already half way through
So jia you ba
But really also want to thanks him
I didnt expect him to give a good grade for my appraisal
And putting me in the course i want
So now is the matter of weather i will go back the same ward
But if can i of coz wish too
But i think also impossible coz of the course i took
But whatever it is
Shall just work ba
And coz if i were to go back the same ward
I will bump into my angel
And definitely goona be heart wrecking and akward
But at least i can get to see how is he doing ya
Sign
Shall see where they want place me ba
Coz everyone there also left already
No more nice kaki to work in already
Hmm
That all for now ba
Relaionship and school is the troublesome thing for now
Let nature take it course
Will definitely come back soon to vent out
Field trip tomorrow
Shall sleep now
Thanks diary for listening to me
Goodnight!