fucked my new year, first day of the year.
seriously feel like taking mc today,
but there's only 4staff.
so no choice..
thought everything would went smoothly,
actually it went, but after my break,
all the diaster come..
transfer case, stat medication. etc.
worst is the transfer case.
am seriously noob at it,
although being snoob at it.
but at least everything get prepared,
and just hope it would went smoothly.
really hate this kind of thingy,
but i know that i would experience one day,
so at least get to learn a bit..
thanks all for helping me,
and sorry that i know i pissed you off. :((
worst is came admission somemore.
new year ehz, wth lohh.
worst is also need sn to send the patient there.
so just hope everything will be well for them ba.
i'm really sorry. :((
lucky am off tomorrow.
let me rest my mind..
seriously cannot take it anymore.
and what the point if i say out..
like will get people to hate you more.
so forget it.
as long as do your job already.
the only person to trust is yourself. :))

cheer up babe!