why do i always have to leave the ward feeling sad/bad/upset/worry..
the only day that i doesn't have the feeling is when i never take case..
so much things to worry about..
and is just only 19pt..
imagine outside with 44pt..
omg, wonder how to survive sia..
thought that renovation will end by this year,
but now it change that it will only start end of this year..
although is just a small ward..
but at times, it seem so busy..
when can i ever get off this job. haha.
will be waiting the day that i no need to work,
maybe work part time can arhh.
so super sucky day today,
can't insert means can't insert..
still want us do what..
&you telling me, so you want me to insert, are you kidding?
middle finger to that doctor can..
even don't insert today,
tomorrow also need to insert what,
plus tomorrow will be so busy can. wth!
worst, is passing to the next shift.
seriously hate her sia.
&my nightmare on working night with her is here!
but lucky only one night..
anywayz, went to tamp to walk just now.
&i seriously can't find my clothes for new year at all.
oh man, what to do..
donno what is wrong with me..
think buying too much ordinary clothes..
shall see how ba.

afternoon shift tomorrow..