the older i get the more i hate being in this house,
like what i say before,
so what if i am 21, there's no difference.
somehow i wish i was a orphanage or adopted child?
at least i could run away or something.
is like hello?
we are all family, the way you act like they are not your family.
so want to know what that thing that make you act this way.
ego or face?
if other people i got nothing to say arhh.
but this is FAMILY OKAY!
even make me no face to face them anymore.
really never see someone behave like this before.
&now the more make me don't feel like meeting them anymore.
though they really treat me very good,
and i like to go out with them.
but is like making me thick face now to go meet them.
i know i should not be saying this.
but still, is all because of my stupidness..
that end up me having this kind of life today.
so i got nothing to say, except can only blame myself.

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