EILEENNNNNNNNNNNNNN

2011-12-08T21:27:00.002+08:00

hip hip hooray.
i got into the school. :))
mad happy but feel like that school is so slack.
because they got this protocol of signing contract.
so i went down the other day hoping someone would explain to me.
but that admin guy just ask me read through,
&if there is anything just ask him. like wth?
then didn't even look through everything and say is okay.
seriously man, paid my first instalment also. :((
hopefully everything work well and smoothly ba.
if not i can really go bang wall.

on the other hand, is december already!
birthday just pass last week also.
had an enjoyable birthday also. :))
thanks to everyone who make my day.
followed up would be 2012 already,
how time flies man.
wonder how will it be like next year.
because wouldn't stuck in that ward for so long ba.
maybe will ask for transfer to other ward?
for now, just want to faster get the degree and shall see how.
and back to work tomorrow. :/
been off for 3days but it feel like so long,
gonna work for 3days and going on one week leave already.
people will think i'm mad or what.
got so many off don't want to go out enjoy.
but for me, i prefer to like stay at home and rest.
because home is always the best place to be in.

okay ba, shall continue next time.
good night!

2011-11-15T22:15:00.002+08:00

woah, is been 3months since i blogg. haha.
because of i phone i hardly get to use com,
though i know can blog from phone but like so troublesome.
okay, will try to blog as often yeah.
so is like one and half more month to 2012!
&i still not sure what i want in my life.
but anyway since i already in this career so why not continue.
submitted my application for degree today.
&praying hard that i will get. :/
if not i really can go bang wall already.
for now my plan is to get a degree or advance dip.
then quit nursing as in go work in a private clinic or something.
at least it is less more stressful.
and definitely that i know i can't survive in this line for long.
okay, that's all for now for my career.

on the other side, joey and pon pon are back to ward!
but faz left for her diploma le.
is like getting lesser and lesser.
coz joey next year also going study full time.
soon, the ward will be like a stranger ward.
oh ya, and i must be real crazy.
previously having a crush on a doctor there,
&now having crush of one of the escort there!
omgg, what am i thinking man.
haha. but now no more le arhh.
seriously can't believe it..
wake up eileenn.
you have a boyfriend one okay. haha.
half a month to december!
the best month i like the most of the year. :))
hopefully the last two months will be a good month for me.
and praying that next year i can go overseas with friends. :/

okay, morning shift tomorrow.
now i like morning shift. :))
update again.

2011-08-31T22:11:00.003+08:00

woah, almost one month never blog.
and is september tomorrow!
how i wish that time can stop.
anywayz, work, life all have been sux.
having super lack of sleep everyday.
can join the panda clan already. :((
currently having renovation at ward,
is so noisy, smelly and dusty!
though can't wait for the new ward to open.
and hopefully pon pon all can come back.
seriously miss them. :((
&if i have a choice,
i would wanna go try SIA.
but i know i won't get in coz of my scar and face.
so what's the point.
sigh, why can't i have a nice face and body. Lol.
night shift tomorrow followed by course.
and damm, going with the person i don't like.
somemore is 2 days plus got test and is so hard.
normal course i don't mind arhh.
pray hard that i can make it man,
really gonna chiong cm le.
what to do,
everything happen for a reason yeah.
hopefully everything goes well for now.
as for now,
maybe just wait to go for advance diploma ba,
if not i will thinking of quitting next year and finding clinic jobs.
seriously cannot take it man,
plus i know i can't just survive on a diploma.
arhhh, life suxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

good night!

2011-07-25T22:06:00.002+08:00

its pay day today!
and next week already august.
4more months to 2012,
wonder how life will be like then..
anywayz, was thinking of following pon pon going mdis.
since that one is like not totally related to nursing. haha.
but just hope can able to get in to that ba.
coz seriously cannot take it anymore.
morning on a monday again,
everything went well till afternoon time there this admission,
suddenly become emergency case,
omgg, think even we work for 10years but never experience this beforee,
when it comes to real, you will sure donno what to do.
that's what phobia me most when i'm at work.
though i know that one day i gonna face that,
sigh, now my wish is just to..
faster get out of this career,
get married and have kids and just find any part time job.
coz is serioulsy no life,
thought everyone is like woah, you are in nursing ehz.
so what the hell is that..
so many things happened also.
and i'm night tomorrow!
hopefully everythings goes well.
- praying hard -

2011-07-10T22:32:00.001+08:00

&i wanna go for a holidayyyy..

2011-07-10T22:24:00.002+08:00

hohohoho,
went to malaysia on saturday for durian trip,
and i can say is not worth it?
coz most of the time we spend on travelling,
so din really shopp much.
and although durian is nice,
but i find eating a few is enough,
the more you eat the more you feel like vomitting.
coz we went to this place,
where you can have free flow of durian,
and is really eat till you die,
but lucky everyone know their limit.
totally madness lohh.
went to this shopping mall which i donno call what.
and everything is like what we have in singapore?
and i donno why everytime i go out i end up sure buy food one.
rather than buy clothes or something else.
that is why i'm so fatttt. :((
went to this restaurant for some dinner.
the dinner is like those wedding kind of dishes.
and my menses cramp just have to come this time. :((
if not i ttell you i can eat like full.
whyyy everytime eating good food, it just have to spoil my plan.
anywayz, when back home sweet home.
and morning shift the next day.
still thinking wanna go study degree not..
how how how...
morning shift again cm,
and is a long time since i work morning on a monday!

ciaoz

2011-06-30T16:06:00.002+08:00

sigh, tomorrow will be the last day same shift with them. :((
uber super sad.
but what to do..
have to tell myself that 6months will pass fast!
anywayz, had a great time with them yesterday.
went to downtown for sakura.
and my gastric just have to come this time.
there's so many food i have not yet tried. :((
so din really ate a lot.
after that the camwhoring part has come.
oh ya, went to sit the so called rollar coaster also.
6$ per ride is really a lot ehz.
but at least we enjoy ourselves ya.
then after that we were stuck in a place of camwhoring.
i so wanna get polarid!
but i scared later i get le i won't use that much,
just like how my camera is rotting now. haha.
joey and ponpon went off next as they next day morning.
so the rest went for bowling!
its been so long since i bowl.
but we din finish the 2game coz is already late.
so cabbed home.
so tireddddd.
&i so gonna shopping later!
hopefully i can find the things i want. :/

2011-06-20T22:44:00.003+08:00

shall blog before i sleep.
time is passing faster and faster,
that now is gonna reach july.
&the days pon pon all leaving is nearer. :((
i think i can't survive in the ward anymore.
is seriously cramp with so many people,
and one day all the anger will just come out. haha.
whatever, 3more days to pay day!
seriously can't wait, so in need of shopping badly.

if i have a choice, i would rather be smarter.

2011-06-14T18:39:00.002+08:00

okay, whatever ended up i'm the one who stay.
and everyone was like saying coz we having almost same name. -_-!
but the decision also doesn't lies with me.
but the more sad i am noww.
so gonna be lonely in the ward.
&offically i hate the new staffss!
what's wrong with their attitude,
can't you believe they even badmouth us infront of sister?
hello?!? if you are students coming for attachment only i dun mind.
but you are gonna work in this ward okay!
i swear i gonna make your life hard when you start your shift work.
&i will mark my words.
night shift tomorrow againn.
hopefully it will be a good night ya.

i wanna go shoppingggg. :((((
still thinking of what to do next,
Feel like taking bakery course but everyone was like saying wasting your time.
but if take degree of other course you definitely need to have a cert,
that is similar to it unless is link to nursing?
but i just doesnt want to have anything to do with nursing. haha.
maybe shall consider bakery course ba,
coz at least is a passion of mine.
shall think think thinkk.

2011-06-09T23:49:00.002+08:00

okay, went back work after 2days.
and is really confirmed that we are going out for 6months!
and literally saw my name tick on it. wth.
more and more don't feel like going work anymore.
but maybe is a better choice ba.
maybe when go to new ward will feel better there.
and more exposure ba.
but still bu gan yuan! grrrrrrr.
now just hope we can go together the same ward ba.
anywayz, new staff came to ward today..
super got a weird feeling, donno why.
maybe coz feel that coz of them that we have to go out.
donno lahh, don't want to bother also.
going ward is like going to fight war,
even last night also can't work with ponpon.
whatever now, can't be bothered.

morning shift cm.

2011-06-07T20:13:00.003+08:00

oops, i know that i super long didn't blog. :X
shall promise to blog often ehz.
coz there's really so much things to rant here.
work so far has been bad?
6more new staffs coming in,
plus now under renovation,
sure deployment like mad.
then heard from ponpon also that our Ad wanna transfer some of us out.
and obviously i'm one of them. :((
sigh, if really got that day, that's nothing we can do also.
just finish night shift,
and heard that my night won't be with ponpon. :((
aww, uber sad coz was looking forward to it.
but there's always next time ya.
think the next few days gonna nua at home.
coz of my wound at my leg. :((
wound wound, please heal faster okay? :((

blog again.

2011-04-18T21:43:00.002+08:00

yeah, we officially pass the JCIA!
but heard that one of the surveyors like not happy,
wth, not happy then still pass us.
anywayz, finally over!
but heard next year still got one more, omgg.
they also started the renovation already,
is so gonna be so noisy.
but good arhh, so that next time no deployment.
but so what lohh,
yesterday only got 2sn and 3en.
they die die want sn to deploy to other ward.
basically they know coz we only got 6pts.
worst is go to ward46!
then i no choice to go arhh.
coz the next day i am off then my senior morning.
so she taking case.
but din really regret going also? haha.
din know some of them still remember me.
at least went to expose myself there.
overall okay arhh, went to help give IV.
but hope everything is okay ba. haha.
at least is a good experience.
thank you people! :))

went to meet grandma to watch movie this morning!
she was so happy when her ticket only cost four dollar. haha.
watch the ultimate winner.
not bad arhh the show, quite touching also.
aww, i also want to be a actress!
haha, in my dream then have.
back to work tomorrow again till saturday.
ah yi change ah ma birthday celebration to firday coz of me. :/
feel so bad can.
somemore is lunch buffet.
then night still must go work.
but at least get to go celebrate ah ma birthday. :))
okay, gonna bathe soon.
good night people!

2011-04-11T23:34:00.006+08:00

i'm back after so so longg again. ha.
from 36 days become 0 days to jcia.
anywayz, went for a short holiday last week with aunts and grandma. :))
super excitedddd.
shall have a short update on it.

4th april 2011, monday.
cousin came to fetch me with ah yi at 11am.
followed by meeting grandma and another ah yi at the food court.
had a quick brunch before checking in.
super regretted ordering that food.
coz the meat is like all bone can.
so went to check in at like 11plus?
but we can only board the plane at 1310hrs.
&i seriously think i got plane sickness.
coz whenever half way through the ride,
i will feel giddy and feel like vomitting.
that why can't take plane food also.
oh man, there goes my sia work. ha.

so took around 2hrs to reach there.
and their airport is like so empty one.
anywayz, took quite a while to find our tour guide,
but overall he is a nice guy called lee,
he guided us to our hotel name leduy.
not bad arhh, but quite small.

so first day was our own time to walk around.
and of coz the first thing is to go find food! ha.
went to their nearby market to walk but like normal lay.
then went to this cafe that we saw.
but the food sux arhh,
nooo, is vietnam food sux coz mostly is made up of vegetable! omgg.

after that went to all those place that the tour guide intro us for shopping.
but all the place like nothing to shop one?
like those what we have in bugis area arhh.
end up went back to the hotel to rest first,
coz the tour guide bringing us to a place to eat for dinner.
went to this place on a ship for dinner,
super cool..
means that it will move along as you eat.
but before the ship haven even move,
we already eat finish. ha.
after that went home sweet home coz grandma was tired already.
so end up bought nothing.

5th april 2011, tuesday - second day.
woke up at around 6am to have breakfast at the lobby.
coz we got this coupon that can have breakfast everyday.
super nice arhh, like those western breakfast.
after that waited for the tour guide to fetch us to go to our scheduled place.
which is called the cu chi tunnel,
is where last time the vietnam war people used to fight the place.
like intro us on their history, how they used to fight their enemy.
super tiring, coz is like going hiking like that.
grandma didn't even went in and she gave up,

da yi gave up half way.
only me and ah yi finish all. :))
after that was free time for us till dinner,
coz the tour guide volunteer to bring us for nice dinner everyday.
so went to this ice-cream cafe for some tea-break.
followed by going the museum to see on the war history also.

so saddening, and could say we are so lucky.
after that decide to go chinatown to see see,
end up the taxi driver like donno his way like that.
and end up we went the place totally got nothing!
saw a kfc and went for some refreshment,
at last something edible. ha.
then went down got this accessories shop.
went in and bought somethings like finally?

took cab back to the hotel next and waited for the tour guide.
this time he bought us to a place is where famous for their food.
but again, is all vegetable again!
is like everything they eat need to go with vegetable one.
omgg, really can die man.
decide to go to night market after that to see.
and i think i bought nothing also? lol.
went back to rest after that.

6th april 2011, wednesday - 3rd day.
woke up at 6am again for the breakfast. ha.
this time also scheduled for some activities.
which is the mekong river?
oh ya, for the 2nd and 3rd day the journey took 2hrs to reach its place..
superr longggg.
drop by a temple first to see,
end up buying so many hats.
after that went to our final destination,
which need to take boat.
and didn't know grandma got fear of riding boat.
but the boat ride super longg also.
then went to this turtle island,
thought got some turtle to see.
but end up only went there for some lunch only.
again, is all vegetable! haha.
then after that took boat to another island for some coconut candy.
seeing how they make the coconut so cool.
after that need to take this sampan boat to another place,
but grandma doesn't want so she took motor ride instead,
oh ya, say till motor ride.
down there is full of motor bike,
they don't care the traffic one lohh,
even got zebra crossing or green man, they just drive pass you.
wonder how many accident they have in one day. :/
went to this place for some fruits and performance,
and finally back to the bus and to home.
went for some kfc again,
think among all, the most i like is the kfc. haha.
went back to rest and out for dinner at some bbq!
a bit ex i can say.
but overall not bad arhh.,

walk over to the night market again.
and this time manage to buy something. haha.
no choice arhh, nothing to buy also just buy..
went back hotel to rest.

7th april 2011, thursday - last day.
this time woke up a bit late for the breakfast coz is our free time also.
decide to go to the market for last shopping and fruits.
manage to buy some clothes and shoes.
after that decide to go for some chinese food.
but was kana cheated by the taxi driver.
coz the tour guide got tell us which taxi not to take and to take.
but coz was like in a rush, so anyhow take.
end up the meter jump so high,
and we refuse to pay,
then the damm driver refuse to let us out.
omgg, worst is no one is able to help us coz none understand english.
what the hell lohh.
then bo pian have to pay up arhh.
grrrrr.
but lucky the food was nice, dian xin!
took taxi back to pack and everything.
and off to airport we go!

aww, gonna miss the kfc there. haha.
nah, just kidding.
think will never coming back to there ba.
so had three days of rest before going back to work.
and i can say is hell?
come back the moment is jcia, omgg.
but lucky they never come to our ward.
haha, lucky lucky.
but donno what's wrong today.
so many admission.
worst got overflow case to ward 14!
but seriously arhh,.admitted to their ward should ask them to take and not us.
so troublesome can.
somemore is full house patient.
and my night is tomorrow!
what the hell.
with B somemore!
how to survive sia.
just pray my there got nothing much, please please.
but if i have a choice i rather do night then be on jcia arhh.
and on another side i working night on grandma birthday! shrugs.
this is super bad.. :((
okay, seriously feel so tired right now..
so don't feel like working.
can i like study?
so envy of sya and siok going to studies..
studies is always the best.. haha.
okay think i updated too much. :X
shall update soon again.
ciaoz.

2011-03-06T20:53:00.004+08:00

whooho, i know that super longg never blog.
but is just around one month?
but still the same that work sux! haha.
36days to JCIA?!?!
can you believe it..
hopefully i won't screw up everything. :/
so fast that is already march..
&i finally got my iphone! mad happy.
though i know iphone 5 coming out,
but who cares, that one can wait.
so everyday going work make my blood boiled.
thinking of those damm doctor.
like blaming us for everything when is your job.
anywayz, wanna say lots thanks to everyone who has been helping me.
though i know i'm such a kuku in the ward.
another thing is that another organisation gonna take over there,
super sad can, everyone there is so nice and friendly.
sigh, can't bear for them to leave. :((
is monday tomorrow again but i'm off!
still thinking weather to continue this work,
though no matter what happen, the stability is there.
how how how..

wonder what life would be without all of you?

2011-02-03T21:18:00.002+08:00

the older i get the more i hate being in this house,
like what i say before,
so what if i am 21, there's no difference.
somehow i wish i was a orphanage or adopted child?
at least i could run away or something.
is like hello?
we are all family, the way you act like they are not your family.
so want to know what that thing that make you act this way.
ego or face?
if other people i got nothing to say arhh.
but this is FAMILY OKAY!
even make me no face to face them anymore.
really never see someone behave like this before.
&now the more make me don't feel like meeting them anymore.
though they really treat me very good,
and i like to go out with them.
but is like making me thick face now to go meet them.
i know i should not be saying this.
but still, is all because of my stupidness..
that end up me having this kind of life today.
so i got nothing to say, except can only blame myself.

:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

2011-01-24T19:31:00.002+08:00

did a seriously stupid thing today.
how stupid can i be.
&after today i'm so gonna condemmed by them.
but done already done..
what can i still do.
sigh, so wanna get working out of my life man.
night tomorrow, followed by 2days.
and i'm off for my leave.
&i know this is not the best time to go on leave.
but who cares, just let this two weeks be a holiday for me.
work is not about making frens,
is about making enemy and being betrayed.

haha, what a joke!

2011-01-20T20:25:00.002+08:00

8 months have been working in the ward.
how i wish i could stay there forever..
coz i know that the outside world is more cruel.
was talking with sister just now about our advance dip..
and say that got a high chance we will not come back in this ward.
feel like taking in ortho, but i so dun wanna go back my prcp ward.
super bad experience there. :/
&worst she ask us go take critical care.. omg.
even when i just transfer patient to there..
seeing all the patient there i seriously can't take it.
what to do, what to do.
though i like this ward so much,
but i know that i can't be there forever.
okay, shall go as planned.
work one more year then maybe go for advance dip followed by degree?
but i seriously dread studying. haha.
but everything is just study study study.
&the feeling of not taking case is so shoik!
oops, went to bought salonpas plaster just now..
and can say it does work.
but the smell so strong..
&yeah, meeting meanie on saturday like finally. :))

5more days to go..

2011-01-16T19:37:00.002+08:00

why do i always have to leave the ward feeling sad/bad/upset/worry..
the only day that i doesn't have the feeling is when i never take case..
so much things to worry about..
and is just only 19pt..
imagine outside with 44pt..
omg, wonder how to survive sia..
thought that renovation will end by this year,
but now it change that it will only start end of this year..
although is just a small ward..
but at times, it seem so busy..
when can i ever get off this job. haha.
will be waiting the day that i no need to work,
maybe work part time can arhh.
so super sucky day today,
can't insert means can't insert..
still want us do what..
&you telling me, so you want me to insert, are you kidding?
middle finger to that doctor can..
even don't insert today,
tomorrow also need to insert what,
plus tomorrow will be so busy can. wth!
worst, is passing to the next shift.
seriously hate her sia.
&my nightmare on working night with her is here!
but lucky only one night..
anywayz, went to tamp to walk just now.
&i seriously can't find my clothes for new year at all.
oh man, what to do..
donno what is wrong with me..
think buying too much ordinary clothes..
shall see how ba.

afternoon shift tomorrow..

2011-01-15T00:39:00.003+08:00

the only thing that i like about work..
is about the people who will always make my day.
no matter how tough the day would be,
we will overcome it.
though sometimes with sadness or happiness..
but at least i know that i already did my best.
so wanna say a big thanks to everyone!
ward 34 rocks!
just had the our so called year end party yesterday.
but obviously didn't enjoy much.
as was afternoon shift, followed by course next day.
so basically went there a while only..
but just hope they enjoy themselves.
aww, is already going to reach feb soon..
why does time passes so fast..
there are so many things that i still haven do and buy. haha.
&since after that day..
i'm like dragging myself to work everyday.
although we must stay positive!
&thinking of changing an environment to private clinic?
shall see how ba & go research..
so finally an off tomorrow..
am so gonna shop for new year clothes..
&hopefully my shoes and clothes will arrive by new year.
that's all.
will update soon..

so not looking forward to new year....

2011-01-01T20:05:00.002+08:00

fucked my new year, first day of the year.
seriously feel like taking mc today,
but there's only 4staff.
so no choice..
thought everything would went smoothly,
actually it went, but after my break,
all the diaster come..
transfer case, stat medication. etc.
worst is the transfer case.
am seriously noob at it,
although being snoob at it.
but at least everything get prepared,
and just hope it would went smoothly.
really hate this kind of thingy,
but i know that i would experience one day,
so at least get to learn a bit..
thanks all for helping me,
and sorry that i know i pissed you off. :((
worst is came admission somemore.
new year ehz, wth lohh.
worst is also need sn to send the patient there.
so just hope everything will be well for them ba.
i'm really sorry. :((
lucky am off tomorrow.
let me rest my mind..
seriously cannot take it anymore.
and what the point if i say out..
like will get people to hate you more.
so forget it.
as long as do your job already.
the only person to trust is yourself. :))

cheer up babe!

2010-12-31T16:55:00.003+08:00

hoho, can't believe today is the last day of 2010!
but so not looking forward to 2011.
coz as one year pass, the more responsibility you will have.
like what you decide to do next and all..
especially you are working.
so just wanna hope to get married soon and not working!
that shall be my wish for next year, ha. wait long long arhh.
really sick and tired of working already,
can i don't work?
anywayz, last day of 2010 at work was great! :))
finally working with pon pon and joey the same shift!
aww, it feels so great..
love you people lots!
&i'm working morning tomorrow? like wth.
how to go countdown or enjoy like that..
think just stay home and isolate myself. ha.

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! :))

2010-12-25T20:21:00.003+08:00

why everytime my night so fucked up one.
not both night, is one of the night.
this time was the second one..
first one super peaceful can, wth.
really pissed with those cat a, cat b thingy.
can they just faster do the renovation..
so we don't need to care about those thing anymore.
and seriously nurses got attitude problem. haha.
but still feel so bad now.
coz is i never check properly, sigh.
really wanna thanks wm for helping,
and glad that she was there with me ytd.
bet that i'm being blacklisted now. :((
so wanna say sorry to nad and wm.
just learn from your mistake girl.
everyone do make mistake.
&totally agree night is always a battle.
now i can say i totally hate night shift!

arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
fucked christmas this year.

2010-12-23T16:15:00.003+08:00

uss!!

times passes so fast that i'm doing night shift today again!
omg, but lucky there's 4staff tonight, phew ~
coz heard that the total is bad..
why like that..
anywayz, gonna be counting down in ward for christmas too! haha.
good luck to us man!

okay, so gonna go and get ginger bread man later!

2010-12-16T22:12:00.002+08:00

so had my so called 4days leave this week.
and it just ended today.
seriously, is really shoik not to be working.
and i literraly went out this 4days enjoying..
but no working = no money.
siannnnnn.
is there anything that doesn't need to work that have money? ha.
so finally went to USS yesterday!!
whooho, super excited.
but didn't expect much arhh.
was so hot when we reach there,
but it rained after we play the water ride.
overall, think we spend most of the time queuing for the rides..
and i still prefer disneyland! :X
coz down there also nothing much to buy also.
overall, i'm proud that singapore got its own disney land.
so tomorrow going back to work already. omggg.
and heard got quite a lot of things happen?
and i working with 3senior tomorrow!
how sway can i be..
just hope there is lesser patient and it will be a better day..
off to bathe and sleep..

good night people!

2010-12-05T17:17:00.001+08:00

nothing is more important than your health and all.
even you have so much money, but there's no point.
so treasure what you have now!

2010-12-05T01:35:00.003+08:00

i'm proud to say that i have turn twenty one years old!
but there's nothing to be proud of.
coz so what i turn twenty one,
still even got curfue and all.
so what's the point man,
can't even go overseas with frens also.
sigh, think have to get married then can go and tour ba.
i know that he worry about me and care for me.
but is like now i'm already twenty one.
and adult already.
sometimes really envy of others..

anywayz, had a really blast twenty first birthday this year!
wanna say many many thanks to my dear frens and family!
without you people, it will not come true.
love ya lots lots lots.

On my birthday eve went to celebrate with robin and all.
went to chomp chomp for stingray and all!
omg, is like heaven man,
coz we order like super lots of food,
and manage to finish up all also!
decide to go somewhere slack,
so went to find a bar/cafe to slack.
and also waited for 12midnight to strike.
thank you so much for counting down with me!
feel so happy that i can get to countdown outside. :/

On my birthday, went to watch harry potter!
i know i'm lag arhh, now then watch..
but there's still many people watching okay.
had cheese fish fillet baked rice!
went to cut hair after that,
followed by going for my celebration at fish and co.
down there the ambience really not bad,
and din know so many people also go there celebrate birthday! ha.
really enjoy myself and all,
although it seem a bit mess and lost.
but still wanna say a big thanks to all my family members!
though i'm one that don't really talk much to you all,
but in my heart really appreciated for all that you all had done for me!
especially all my ah yi and uncle!
so decided to go minds cafe after that,
but think is like too late already,
so end up left only me becca and racheal.
then decided to sing K.
but is like so expensive..
thirty threee dollar ehz.
and is super not worth,
so went to walk around and go arcade. ha.
really miss those time we used to play.
but shall plan one day to go minds cafe ya!
went home and of coz to open my present.
am really touched by all of you
just a small little thing does make me happy. :))

For my da yi : you never fail to cheer me up each time,
bringing me to eat good and nice food,
which i never will expect myself to eat.
celebrate my birthday every year without fail!
buying me things that i always wanted to have,
most importantly, making my birthday a blast and memorable.

For my ah yi : you also never fail to celebrate my birthday every year!
bringing me along with you family to dine in lunch/dinner.
although i have lesser going out with you,
but still you will always be there for me,
making my wish come true and all,
bringing me out to shop and eat.
&also organizing with the rest for my birthday!
really happy and touched by all of you.

For my rest of the family :
THANKYOU so much for always being by side always.
never fail to cheer me up and all,
especially all my cousin,
though we seldom talk,
but still we will find time to try to bond with each other ya. ha.

&i really donno how to say for all that you have done for me.
but just want to say love you people lots and THANKYOU! :))

see ya people on chinese new year!

2010-11-21T23:53:00.002+08:00

hoho, one more week to AL! :))
seriously can't wait.
though i'm not going anywhere,
but just wanna rest for that whole week.
&i know when i come back,
it will be super shagggg.
okay, so finally get to meet robin & peepz today. :))
congratz to cheryn and steph ya.
had magic wok for dinner!
&omg, their hor fun getting more worst.
went to slack at coffee bean after that.
&i can't believe i went there. :X
oh ya, and my slipper broke halfway,
when i was on the way to meet them,
super sway ~
so no choice to buy new one.
&seriously over-spend and broke this month.
why thursday like so long to come.. :((
okay, morning shift cm.

good night!

2010-11-15T19:31:00.003+08:00

maybe i should really give up.
clinging on to something which you don't belong too,
will end up suffering to yourself. sigh.
how i wish i were a bit smarter,
and won't landed myself till this kind of situation.
okay, whatever.
will think about it before making a decision.
so night again todayyyyyyyyyy.
seriously hate it.
somemore three people again.
just hope that it will be a good night please.

roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

2010-11-12T16:33:00.002+08:00

omg, really cannot stand that doctor anymore.
just what's wrong with your attitude.
doctor so what, ho only what..
see or talk about him just make my blood boils.
but on the other side,
no need to see his stupid face for around one week.
&november is so not my month.
anywayz, enough of work.
so gonna have sushi buffet later! :))
finally get to eat a proper meal already.
but night shift is here again. :((
&i bet it sure will be a bad night again. :/

wheel crackerrrrr. :))

2010-11-10T00:03:00.002+08:00

seriously just ask that doctor to F off can.
super sacrastic can,
at least talk or ask nicely.
isit coz past 2months we already have nice ho, mo.
then now send us this donno what to say doctor in our ward.
plus now is the full house peak period,
already so busy and you just have to come and add oil to it.
omggggg,
at first when they told me i din believe it,
till i experience it myself today.
&when can this peak period be overr...
really cannot take it anymore.
&i know i have been saying it like every post. :/
but is the truth can..
do what also wrong,
never do also wrong,
so what you want can?
&now having this stupid e-charting,
super troublesome.
omg, just hope everyone complain and convert back to paper.

ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

2010-11-07T00:37:00.002+08:00

wth, now everything blame me lahh.
thanks so much for making me a scapegoat.
how the hell now i'm gonna face her. omg.
second time already can.
next week will be the third time.
some people just won't find out the fact first,
&just anyhow blah out anyhow.
but i don't want care already.
they want say what just let them say.
she not happy with me then let her ba.
what has done already done.
nothing can be change.
just serve me right for being the way i am.
HAPPY!?

2010-11-04T17:01:00.002+08:00

omg, i really can't take it anymore.
can they just banned pregnant ppl from working!
is like can't do this can't do that.
then what's the point of coming to work. wth.
first night yesterday.
&seriously is a fucked night i ever had.
everything ask me to send.
then end up make me feel like never do anything.
know i say sorry no use.
but worst is being back stabbed by people.
like what people say,
just say infront of me lahh,
no need to talk behind people back one what.
though i dun really understand,
but somehow could like understand a bit.
say like i bully people. wth.
you think i want arhh,
if i got a choice, i rather dun want to send can.
FML. FML. FML.
&i dun want to care already,
i'm gonna do in charge today,
so much of having be a junoir when others dun appreciate it.

2010-11-01T21:19:00.002+08:00

so tiredddddd.
never expect today would be so busy. omg.
3sn is really not enough on duty. sigh.
didn't went break till 2plus.
just hate to pass report and all.
but what to do, is part of it.
although everytime sure got things not completed.
but just wanna get over and done with.
no matter what shift you at,
sure got something to follow up one.
so wanna say sorry to staff today if i never help much. :((
so finally off tomorrow.
followed by night shift.
and this time is 3sn on night can.. omg.
as the en went on leave.
just pray it will be a good night.

so had chili crab for dinner just now. :))
its been long since i eat that can,
coz think my house there just nice having opening sale.
that why my grandma wanted to eat at there.
awww.
but i'm craving for sushi. :/

work is hellllllllll.

2010-10-24T14:37:00.004+08:00

Halloween at sentosa!
always wanted to go halloween party but didn't get the chance.
&so yesterday was my first time going there.
so exciteddddd. ha.
met many new friends too,
come to think of it, going in a big group is much more better.
reach there around 8plus..
&when we went in, there's few "people" walking around already.
i can say they really acted so well,
coz even when we find it funny laughing,
they didn't get affected by us by laughing or what.
but continue to scare us.
total got 4haunted places to go,
but only manage to go 3 of it as not enough time..
overall, is really a great experience..
wanna go to the night safari one next year. :))

&super cui today. omg.
seriously hate it.
can't believe i'm going to fren's sis wedding later.
when i'm working night!
omg, how to survive sia.
somemore tonight only got 3 of us.
just hope there are lesser patient and less things to do! :X
&really thank god i'm in this ward.
coz at least we can get to sleep or rest anytime we want. ha.

off to prepare.

2010-10-22T22:16:00.003+08:00

although i have said before, but work seriously sux.
everything just blame on us,
coz we are the one who do everything.
other people who make mistake can just jolly well get of it.
what's the meaning of this man!
just coz we are the more who have closer contact so it have to be our fault.
&i think that i gonna can't take it anymore.
everytime i agree something,
other people will have to say i'm wrong,
&end up agreeing with me.
and come on everyone do make mistake,
and also learn from your mistake.
coz i dun believe a person never make mistake before!
super pissed and angry!

anywayz, morning today followed by talk.
&went to amazing race..
didn't know so tiring.
but through this i get to know there are hidden places. haha.
but overall hope everyone enjoy themselves ya.
&pay slip is in! :))
going halloween party tomorrow at sentosa.
so exciteddddd.
gonna enjoy and relax myself tomorrowww.

wheeeee ~

2010-10-17T23:37:00.002+08:00

work seriously suxxx.
sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux sux.
really can't take it anymore! :(((((((

2010-10-16T22:01:00.002+08:00

omg, i just realise i'm gonna work with her for the whole of next next week!
shag man.
&i really donno why those ppl who are pregnant still want to work.
as in if less than 5months is okay arhh,
if like going to 8months already, you should like stay at home to rest?
even though you need money or what, can work some lighter job,
coz still better be safe than sorry arhh.
especially working as a nurse.
you need to like change diapers, help patient to toilet. etc etc.
really can't stand it lohh.
like see already will heart pain like that.
sighhhhhh.

afternoon shift tomorrow..
just hope will be a peaceful one..
seriously stresss man. :/

6more days to go!

2010-10-12T08:37:00.002+08:00

home sweet home.
finally finish my night!
was so looking forward to it just now.
but donno seem why every night seem to be a bad night.
&somehow i also feel stress working with this senior of mine.
can i say she is just like over - helpful?
but just wanna say sorry if i cause any trouble. :X
&really don't understand why some people only think of themselves.
like for the sake of their own good,
don't even want to let other people have a chance,
just aim for the most highest/professional way.
really donno what are they thinking.
so forget it, why should i care so much.

one and half day rest.
just hope it won't happen again. :/
imy,

2010-10-11T16:40:00.002+08:00

hohoho.
just finished my first night,
&i can say is so sleepy and time passes so sloww.
because we only got a few patient.
worst is the com i used can't watch any showww.
so make me stonning there the whole night. haha.
just hope today will be a better night ba.
&i can't wait to work night with my friends! :))
last week went to the gems course.
so from there want to tell everyone,
no matter what happen must have positive mindset.
tell yourself you can do it!
&everyday before you sleep to tell yourself i feel good!.
haha, sometimes it really work,
so that you wouldn't have anything to bother you anymore.

cheers.

2010-10-03T23:55:00.002+08:00

i don't wanna go work anymore. :((
i hate work.
i hate work.
i hate work.
i don't like the people there.
i don't like everything about there.
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

2010-10-01T19:09:00.003+08:00

seriously what a day today!
everything went well till changing over shift.
suddenly there came so many admission.
&sister wanted to roll - call.
&normally she would want all the staff to be present.
but admission come, how you expect to leave them alone.
somemore she said that patient always come first.
but bull - shit can.
was doing admission half - way,
she told me and my senior to leave everything down,
just call the doctor can already, wth can!
i dare her to say that when someone collapse or what.
&donno why today got many visitor today.
so i didn't know we need to go fetch them,
as normally think is the opposite ward who help us,
so a stupid me went to call them.
end up this bloody attitude staff came and shouted to us..
"you all got so many staff, cannot go fetch arhh!"
serioulsy pissed man, just help will die isit.
unless you people are seriously busy,
but when i went there, there's like not so busy what,
and if really busy, you all can refuse and tell us right.
i know i'm at fault too, but don't have to like shout infront of the relative too.
what a day ! what a day ! what a day !
9hours seem long, but is really not enough at all.
&now have this e - charting system which i seriously hate it!
donno who the hell invent it,
is like wasting time also.
think next year everything will be using computer already.
&i think the hospital will collapse man.
just hope tomorrow will be a better day!

anywayz, the ho whom we like went over to the other ward. :((
but this new ho also who covering our ward also not bad,
aww, we are so lucky to have nice ho. :))
&the mo whom i was pissed off the other day,
came over and told me that he didn't mean to "say" me that day,
aww, was so shocked that he told me that!
so maybe now can change my opinion of him already, haha.
&so not every doctor are like that. :X

went to tamp 1 mankupu jap restaurant for dinner.
they took away the card thingy system,
which i think it will be better and more convienent.
think there will be the next place where i'm going for my meals. haha.
&their cake is like super nice, must go try kkayz!

that's all,
need to cool down myself. :/

2010-09-29T22:17:00.002+08:00

seriously why are there so proud doctor in the world,
plus is just a medical officer can. wth!
this bloody mo just have to piss me off.
just don't let me see him again!
&i swear that i'm not gonna fetch or transfer patient to anywhere.
sigh, or maybe is just me.
like what my sister say sometimes we would have to stand for ourself,
make our own decision making.
so yes, i'm not gonna let people push anymore.
one more month to go and we are on our own. :((
aww, how i wish time could stay forever.

on the other hand, the ho came today. :)) haha.
but he was on-call last night so didn't really stay too long.
think we are very lucky that every month we had a nice ho.
but please dun let me see that patheatic mo!

afternoon shift tomorrow.
&i'm broke. :((

2010-09-26T18:56:00.002+08:00

work really sux today.
so many things went cock up!
ARHHHHHHHHHHH.
really serve me right,
and soon, think i really can't take it anymore.
so how am i going to survieeeeeeeee....
&why am i in here in the first place?
maybe i should really think it over again.
one more month go and that's it.

was really shaggggg the whole day today.
because the HO whom we wanted him to come, didn't come.
maybe he on leave or he is busy with other ward? LOL.
now everyone is like so immersed with him. HAHA.

off tomorrow and 4days straight work.
bless me man, if not i can really kill myself.

2010-09-24T15:59:00.002+08:00

omg, my wish are dashed.
i'm so looking forward to go to work today.
but FML!
i suppose to work afternoon and i woke up around 2plus.
so sorry to let everyone worry.
because my ward all were like looking for me like mad.
super feel so bad now. :((
really must learn a lesson already.
to make sure your phone is charge to full before you sleep,
and to put another alarm clock with you!
think it happen to me before?
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
luckily there's a sister on today and she no choice to let me take AL.
imagine i was a student, i have to come back tomorrow to make up.
oh well, please don't let this happen again.
&it really sux to have no one at home. :((

i miss you mummy.

2010-09-23T19:31:00.002+08:00

just finish my night one day ago.
and i just want to say FMN!
first night i thought should be like doing junior first,
and getting used to the routine.
but i was like thrown to being an in-charge.
worst is like saying, you know you need to do this and that.
and hello? this is my first night,
so how you expect me to know everything.
but is truth arhh, coz next time we will be alone.
so want to train us first. fine!
second night i volunteer to do junior.
coz i wanna learn and i realise is not so easy.
but my en is like throwing me all the things,
though i got tell her must guide me.
so end up most of the charts she close,
and ended up must be thinking i like never do anything like that.
but she is the one who like dun want to teach me at all,
so what can i do.
just pray my next night would not be the same!
but lucky when it come to morning, someone brighten my day up. :))

so yesterday was mid-autumn festival.
really miss those times carrying lantern and playing candles.
went to had dinner with my ah ma and ah yi at lemon grass thai restaurant. :))
back to work again tomorrow..
so dun feel like going..
somemore with the person i dun feel like working with..
haha, shall not complain anymore.
i should say i'm looking forward to go work tomorrow. :))

cheers people!

2010-09-11T23:39:00.002+08:00

somehow i feel like there's no meaning in life.
like why is the world so unfair to everyone.
though i get what i want, but is like no difference of being in a "prison".
going to work and going home is like the same.
but if i have a choice, i rather go to prison.
is like everything is prepared for you and you no need to worry about anything.
i may be mad or what, but somehow is does make sense.
but what to do, you can't choose your own life.
just have to live with it,
and tell yourself that you are actually very lucky already,
compared to those that are born without hand or legs.
so live it!

2010-08-23T16:28:00.002+08:00

omggg, i'm so in love with lee min ho! :)) haha.
recently been watching this show of his.
aww ~ how i wish he was my bf. :X

how fast it is that is already going end of august.
&i'm really really broke now.
how am i going to survive for the last few weeks.
so gonna have bread diet from tomorrow onwards.
was packing clothes for the charity sales for my ward.
&my grandma was so cute and funny that she went to took away some.
so lesson learnt is not to buy anything that you won't like or wear.
but thanks to this sales that i finally cleared my cupboard.

5days work from tomorrow onwards.
just pray that everything will be smoothly. :/
off for my show!

vcxvcx

2010-08-08T22:54:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BRO!
really glad to see you having a blast and memorable twenty first birthday. ha.
you are such a lucky guy!

&work seriously sux.
how i wish i was not in nursing.
wish i was doing something like sales or fashion?
at least that's one of my interest.
but i have no choice, who ask me doesn't like to study. :/
&i literally being scold like mad for forgetting to do something.
and whatever you write in your report marks it.
shrugs, that's the bad thing i hate most in working this line.
being scold for everything or even a small thing.
but what to do..
is just the beginning.
&during my prcp, one of my senior told me that the first few months,
you will end up going home crying..
&i think my turn is going to come soon.
but no matter what i have to be brave and face everything!
learn from your mistake girl.
everyone do make a mistake.

&is so fast that tomorrow is national day.
since i started work, i start to lost count of the day/date.
as normally sat/sun you no need to work.
but for us, we have to work on both day somemore!
as for now i think i have to do some self reflection. :X
and just hope tomorrow will be a better day!

off for show.
good night!

fdf

2010-07-25T23:16:00.004+08:00

woahh, its been so long that since i blog. :X
because of the struggling in other place.
so ward chalet was super fun!
too bad that can't stay over.
&the one month also have finally been over!
so today was the day we went back to our own ward.
super cui and screw up everything to the max.
hopefully everything went fine and well.
because the gap between this two places is totally different!
but am really glad that we are back there, yeah.
real war start from today.
all the best people!

&i feel so hungry now. :/

gdfgdf

2010-07-09T22:48:00.003+08:00

so was having my cross training at the other ward for 2weeks.
can't believe they said that they have not enough people,
and even to request for more.
in the first place, there is like more than enough already.
including us is like really human jam.
&really having a bad experience/time down there.
plus now they say maybe want to transfer some of us there. wth.
i rather go other ward then go there.
2weeks down, 2more weeks to go.
now have to just pray hard that it won't come true.
finally an off day tomorrow. :))
so looking forward to ward party on monday!
whohooooooo ~

gfgf

2010-06-27T17:52:00.003+08:00

i don't want to go work tomorrow. :((
they going to deploy us to psy ward.
plus tomorrow is the start of shift work.
but glad that every shift i have partners. :))
just hope that we will have things to do..
&everything goes well, cross fingers.
so finally went to shop and bought things yesterday. :))
cotton on is having sales!
went to eat the mongolian bbq at park mall..
&is seriously worst than i went before.
will never ever go there again!
is gonna be july this coming thursday,
five more months to another year already.
how time passes so fast.
&brother pop is this coming friday too.
still remember three months ago went to send him off.
awwww~

so what shall i eat for dinner?

dad

2010-06-23T17:13:00.003+08:00

met up with loves yesterday. :))
had magic wok at ehub.
miss the times we had in whitesand outlet.
but too bad, it close down.
and why are some doctors so proud,
i really don't understand, everything just only know how to blame the nurses.
&going psy ward next month for cross training!
call bell sound will be here again.
super tired.

hope tomorrow will be a better day.

fdf

2010-06-21T20:00:00.002+08:00

happy that my hand is recovering.
if not, i have to quit my job already.
oh well, it sux sometimes to work in a health care setting.
third week of work.
starting shift work next week, donno to be excited or sad. ha.
&boy was being send home due to fever.
just hope he can book out on friday.
&so fast half a year is gone.
can't believe i am turning twenty one this year.

meeting loves tomorrow. :))

lll

2010-06-17T22:35:00.003+08:00

whooho ~
finally went to the singapore flyer. :))
thanks to beanie and his mum, love ya!
can't believe i was up there in the sky. ha.
because everytime pass by can only look at it.
overall is really a great experience taking it.
but if they can extend the timing of the ride..
that would be great..
but the whole time we are like busy taking photo. :X
had popeyes for late dinner, thanks auntie!
home sweet home.
had a great time with beanie, aly, angeline, yixing, cheryn, hazel and beanie's mum. :))
really miss the times in secondary school ~

&pray hard that it will recover. :/
off to bed.

gfgdf

2010-06-12T18:04:00.004+08:00

one week is down.
is getting more and more tense already.
&wanna faster start shift work.
because somebody just wanna claim all the credits.
luck to me for being working with her.

as

2010-06-08T18:19:00.001+08:00

worst day ever..
everyday is just a bad day for me. :((
when will it be good?

aaa

2010-06-03T19:47:00.003+08:00

ha, my blog is so dead.
lazy to blog arhh.
everyday 830am-6pm..
come home the first thing of coz is to bathe already and sleep arhh.
one month of orientation is so gonna end tomorrow. :((
after that we will be back in the ward already.
don't even know why they wanna post us there..
when they like have enough people and that place is like so small.
but too bad, can't complain.
is gonna be my environment for like one year? omg.
and he went in today. :((
super feel like something is missing.
&PD is coming soon!
been waiting for so long if not gonna survive on grass already.

14more days.
will blog when i have the time. :))

yeah

2010-05-18T23:28:00.002+08:00

graduation was awesome, ha.
&i finally graduated! :))
but still gonna miss everyone and being a student.
thanks to everyone who has help me all along these 3years.
without you all, i would not be here for what am i today.
will miss nro723 and meanie.
but sadly didn't take a class photo.
coz everyone was scattered everywhere.
still wanna congratz those who has graduate. :))
wish you all the best in your future career.

iv med tomorrow the whole day...
brain cells killing day.

sigh

2010-05-17T21:14:00.004+08:00

can i have orientation for the whole one year? :X
i rather go orientation than go back there.
we are like no difference from a student.
maybe have to wait for next month to come ba.
graduation tomorrow..
so don't feel like going..
20more days to go.

lalala

2010-05-12T20:50:00.002+08:00

poke poke poke.
i don't want to go work already after today.
everything is worst than what i imagine.
cannulation assessment tomorrow.
hopefully got blood come out. :/
just wanna get over and done with.

graduation next week. :))
&can't believe it.

boo

2010-05-09T01:12:00.004+08:00

one week is just gone like that.
went to collect graduation gown with V & S.
&the person wanted me to take L, wth.
say what later if wearing heels then too short & the gown is mend to be long.
but the long is till you can don't even wear anything inside.
plus wearing for less than an hour and paying so much.
alright, is a one year life time thing, so shall not complain. :/

went to bishan to eat yoshinoya.
&we ordered the family feast, ha.
jia you to V & S for starting work soon!
but also feel a bit scared after today.

went to marina bay sands also to take a look.
though it haven open fully but is really big.
&the below think they wanna build a river or sth like macau?
woah, that will be like so cool, but sure will be ex..
&why everytime they open a new shopping centre,
inside all must sell all those branded items, just like ion.
they know singapore ecomony is bad..
so the more should open more like far east plaza, bugis street arhh.

super don't want next week to come. :/

work

2010-05-03T23:49:00.002+08:00

first day of work = sux.
am posted to a place where i never ever imagine i would be there working.
think i so gonna die down there. :/
super feel like crying now.
but maybe i should also try to look forward to it and not to think so much ba.
so bless me.
&orientation is gonna be one month from 830am to 6pm everyday!

so good luck people and to me! :))

lalala

2010-05-01T21:40:00.004+08:00

HAPPY LABOUR DAY PEOPLE!

went out with V & S today. :))
purpose is to buy formal wear,
but end up think just borrow better.
because we will only be like wearing on that day. :/
bought legging from cotton on.
had seafood platter, took neoprints and combing the whole area.
like what V say, we really did a lot funny things today. ha.

oh ya, collected my uniform yesterday also.
&it feel so different from the one i tried. :/
i also never ever wanna go to 313 food court to eat chai fan.
it cheated my money. :((
one more day to goooooo...
i'm so not prepared..
&please let me go to w26.

so craving for sushi now.

thursday

2010-04-22T16:21:00.002+08:00

BCLS is finally over! :))
had BCLS training/theory/pratical assessment together on the same day.
super scary because you don't know what's the hospital expectation.
but lucky end up not as strict as the school.
the instructor there was funny. :))

other people all have started work and they say is so stress. :((
is gonna be my turn soon in one week time.
can't believe two months has just pass like that.
&how i wish i no need to work. :X
anywayz, just gonna enjoy myself for the last week and prepare to fight for war!

&i'm so addicted to cinnamon melts
but eating too much is not good.
because its sweet. :((
so no more going to mac.

happy birthday

2010-04-22T15:55:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO GRANDMA AND COUSIN! :))

had an enjoyable celebration last weekend.
went to majestic restaurant at one fullerton.
didn't know there got restaurant..
as normally there are all clubbing places..
love the fried durian and the birthday cake. :))
after that followed by photo craze taking time.
had our photographer, joel koh. ha.

love. :)
&my lovely and cute cousin. ^^

friday

2010-04-16T18:38:00.002+08:00

cinnamon's melts. :))

went to comb the whole orchard area yesterday.
bought grandma's present.
bought working shoes.
had wanton mee for dinner.
&so tempted to buy clothes but end up noo..
oh, &NYP send me letter regarding my cca. HAHA.
coz i think they wasted one paper. :/

wheeeeeeeeeee.
can't wait for grandma birthday celebration tomorrow..
brother is booking out today!
having pasta for dinner. :))

boo

2010-04-08T00:28:00.004+08:00

credits from angeline. :))

life is good when you can just go out and enjoy.
but it shrugs when you have no money.
went to farrer park today to take voucher.
off to city square mall to slack.
&coffee bean cakes are going at half price!
how i wish to have the whole cheesecake as my birthday cake. haha.
decide go mustafa for some shopping.
but donno why i don't like there. :X
had chicken byrani and nuah for late dinner.
&i can't believe i ate mutton. :/

stomach been burning after ytd and today dinner.
i shall stop eating hot/spicy food in case my stomach get burnt!

boo

2010-04-04T00:43:00.003+08:00

the icing room - is so interesting.
how i wish tamp one has one so that i no need travel so far.

one more month to go/enjoy.
or shall i say is less than one more month.
BCLS training/test is coming in few weeks times.
hope i will have enough breath. :/
collecting uniform after that week too. :))

so fast is sunday again.
brother is booking back in later.
going ws for dinner. :))

BOO

2010-03-26T17:15:00.006+08:00

Aww, so happy that finally met up with choo after so long
really miss the times talking to her.
we must meet up often ya. :))
met them at starbucks and we got free voucher. ha.
basically just need to do a survey..
but we were so budget till we waited angeline come. :X
but i pity the surveyor coz the gf was like bad mood?
went to century square for dinner with hazel also.
musical show on sunday. :))

went to try the porridge buffet which was recommend on television.
but is totally not worth it, wasted.
and finally found the sony sega racing game at iluma. :))
ooo, and didn't know my house opposite open KOFU.
but i think it will sure close down soon. :X
i'm not being bad or what.
but because my there the coffee shop keep open new one then close down..
then open new one again, think this is like the fiffth one?
and because is like their one meal can cost till like seven plus..
plus is like in neighbourhood area also, so would rather go eat coffee shop.
so fast is friday again and brother is booking out today. :))

one month five more days to go.
so feel like buying wii.

birthday

2010-03-23T18:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY TWENTY BIRTHDAY AH CAI! :))
welcome to the twenty club. ha.
have a blast birthday ya.

though i know results will be out today at 8am.
but just don't feel like knowing it.
but it just want to send to me through sms so just have to see it.
bet everyone must be happy with their result ya.
even how bad it is, as long as can pass..
will just make you feel contented, so should be happy ehz.
but just donno why i don't feel happy at all.
so fast that march is coming to an end.
one more month to enjoy. :((

and i so gonna hate the month of april.

boo

2010-03-20T20:23:00.002+08:00

brother is back yesterday. :))
glad that he is surviving..
so went to the SIA interview today with angeline and yuru.
didn't expect the queue would be super long.
queue for an hour plus just to register..
so went to far east for lunch.
went back there have to wait again..
didn't know the interview is together one.
thought was like one to one.
so scary ~
but congratz to angeline ya. :))
yuru don't worry, the next round sure can one. jia you!
went back home next, super tired.
and why the crocs ppl never call me. :((

off to rest.

broke

2010-03-13T14:20:00.002+08:00

wheee, one more week till bro coming back. :))
so terrible without him at home.
and it finally rain after days..
okay, so i offically gonna start work on the 3rd may 2010.
bless me and hope everything will go smoothly.
and i so love wearing uniform. :))
after the briefing went for medical check up.
the x-ray queue was like super long though the process take a short while.
went to meet my grandma for lunch.
went home rest and off to IT fair.
think this is the worst fair i ever gone,
is like level 1 to 6 there's booth going on.
so can imagine how the human jam is like.
but overall i manage to get a fujiflim camera at my desired price. :))
so wanting to have one long ago and now with it can go snap snap all the memories.
and so envy that everyone is like going holiday.
i just can't wait to go taiwan also. :))

so hungry now.
gonna buy food.
cya people!

boy to man

2010-03-06T14:45:00.003+08:00

today is the day brother is enlisted to army.
woke up super early to have mac breakfast first before going in. :)
is been years since i eat that as now no more school so never really eat.
sat the shuttle bus to the SAF ferry terminal follow by some penguin ferry.
reach there was brought around the place, seeing their facilities..
off to their bunk for some exhibition.
aww, when i saw the room, i somehow miss camp. ha.
now they are really lucky to have single bed plus mosquito nets!

went to this lecture hall to see what stuffs they will be receiving.
followed by going to the main auditorium to hear the CEO talk..
and hear all the enlistee saying their pledge.
after that they were told to stand in one line and wait for parents/relative to bring them to go makan with them, how cute it is!
and i can understand how my cousin feel that time,
when my aunt all didn't go with him at all.
went to try the food that they will eating,
and is like so shoik can, they are just like going holiday..
after that they need to report le..
aww, at that moment just feel like crying..
coz everyday used to disturb him, but for 2weeks can't see him.
feel so lonely. :/
somehow i wish i was a guy, then i can go army also! ha.
and recently the weather is seriously hottt.
remember to drink more water people!

take care of yourself brother!
see you in 2weeks times. :))

holiday.

2010-03-02T22:52:00.004+08:00

somehow i wish i was still schooling, so that i will not be so lost.
and i'm so gonna be broke if this carry on without a job.
so please bless me with a job. haha.

out with VSK yesterday to bugis.
the person at yoshinoya cheated our money, wth.
went to walk around at bugis but couldn't find anything that attract our eyes.
so decided to go swensens for ice-cream. :))
but will never ever go back there again because the service is totally BAD.
off to arcade for some fun. ^^
will shall meet maybe on ah cai's birthday ya.

suppose to go swimming with BFF today, but sway sway cannot go.
so went to meet them after that for sushi and frolick. :))
really miss the days during sec school times.
and i think i can declare bankrupt this week.
tomorrow going out with ward clan to celebrate..
Thursday for interview.
Friday for movie.
Saturday sending brother off to army.
aww, can't believe that he is going in this Saturday.
will really miss him a lot where used to disturb him everyday with his soft toy. ha.
then i will have no one to complain to with my nonsense. :((
so shall disturb him for now all i can.
All the best brother !

off to sleep.

happy or sad

2010-02-27T16:55:00.005+08:00

PRCP HAS ENDED ! WHOOHOOOOOO ~

thanks to all my lovely clan of fun people in the ward,
we make it through ! :))

also want to thanks to all my staffs for the guidance, will miss everyone lots !
three months just past in a blink of eyes.
is like yesterday just started only.
so donno want to be happy or want to be sad.
seriously can't believe it that in a few months times we will be working out there.
so went back school yesterday for some briefing that lasted for like 4hours..
telling us that our graduation is in 18may2010.
after that went out with clique to plaza sing for aijisen. :))
really miss the time that we sit down and talk and laugh for hours.
walk around and we decide to go 313 to decorate our own cake.
is really very creative where you can decorate your own cake..
and the cake inside still got cocktail to go along with.
went shopping for clothes but nothing caught my eyes.

so shall continue on monday ya. :))

before it was decorated.

the decoration.

the final piece. :))
shall go there again ya.

after that went to paya lebar to change my internet modem.
the new colour is so nice, white in colour. ha.
went home and went to fix but i gave up coz still cannot connect,
plus was super tired so continue this morning and lucky can connect. phew ~

think shall rest at home today ba.
congratz people!
see ya all people soon. :)))

boo

2010-02-19T17:03:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! :))
though i'm like late for 6days. :X

anywayz, this year new year was awesome!
love meeting up with everyone and have a great time.
but hate to celebrate new year when there's attachment going on.
as off 3days and the following day have to go back to work.
4more days to end and i'm sooooo not looking forward to it..
and the physiotherapist in my ward is so nice, keep giving us chocolate. :))

morning shift tomorrow.
wish me luck.

pissed

2010-02-10T20:31:00.001+08:00

so wanna scold that word out of my mouth.
why as the month is coming to end, it become more sux.
now i can't even enjoy my new year.
in the first place there's no such things that we have no preceptor.
if other place can have, why can't we have one too..
just basically listening to their comment and you actually believe it.
and from there this is how you judge us.
but no matter what i got nothing to say.
don't just last min and tell us i'm sorry, you blah blah blah.
in the first place we are thrown like nobody business.
just get it over and done with ! BITCH !

ranting

2010-02-03T23:08:00.002+08:00

ignore this post.
coz i'm just ranting it out. :X

what a bad start of the week..
in fact, i find every week is like super bad.
but as the end is coming, the more worst it get.
we dun take, not happy.
we take, also not happy.
what the hell do they want.
hello? we are like passing out in less than a month..
and still treat us like what, shit?
super pissed off especially today.
i just hope i won't be the same again as the person,
but i know i will and i can't run away.
so now the more should prepare myself and fight the war!

3more weeks to go,
go eileen, you can do it!

is over. :))

2010-01-23T01:32:00.003+08:00

finally my 3nights is over!
really cannot take it especially the last night.
but lucky got 3days for me to rest at home.
so many things happen during night..
donno is i sway or not?
but just glad that is finally over!
can also turn back my clock,
as i'm not those that can tahan to stay awake at night. :/

5more weeks to go..
really can't wait for it to end.
2more weeks to CNY. :))

night

2010-01-20T08:56:00.002+08:00

super looking forward to night shift.
but...................
first night was totally sux..
and i still have 2more nights to go. :((
hope wun be bad again like the first night.

off to sleep.

7more weeks !

2010-01-07T23:36:00.002+08:00

awww, is just only the fiffth week..
and i think i gonna be physically, mentally break down.
seven more weeks to go is like seven more years.
plus this is the worst week of all.
and i reckon there's more to come.
down with high fever last saturday till monday morning..
took whatever panadol and putting cold compress still won't work.
till i went to the polyclinic on monday and they gave me panadol again.
have already planned not to go work that day since i have 3days mc.
but that panadol was like magic pill.
ate and went home slept for 1hour and my fever really went away.
haha, so went to work after that since don't wanna make up but wasted my mc.
another thing is definitely due to the staff there..
sigh, now all of them are showing their true colours. :X
but no matter what have to REN !
is gonna be over soon and chinese new year is coming. :))
can't wait for my night shift also..

afternoon shift tomorrow.
jia you people !

merry christmas

2009-12-24T23:50:00.006+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE ! :))
all i want for christmas is to pass PRCP !

i can hear people playing christmas song around my blk.
ha, but sadly i don't have the christmas mood.
coz i'm like working tomorrow ! :((
but at least yesterday i get to meet up with BFFs to town..
to see the christmas lighting and join in the crowd. :))
went to 313 @ somerset the new shopping centre.
but is just like tampines 1 except that the F21 is like 4storey..
too bad i don't really buy clothes from there. :X

ARHH, and donno why this week i'm like so sway in everything..
especially during attachment.
just hope tomorrow onwards will be a better day ya. :))
9more weeks to go !
seriously i can't wait for it to be over.
ALL THE BEST !

also..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY HANDSOME COUSIN ! ^^
drive me around soon.

prcp

2009-12-13T15:34:00.002+08:00

12weeks of hell has started.
now i'm not so looking forward to chinese new year..
coz have to work on the eve and is like the last 2weeks?
so provided if i can survive the 10weeks first ba.
super no confident. :((
but just hope it will go smoothly..
jia you ! jia you ! jia you !
though is a bit late,
but still wanna wish everyone all the best ya.
jia you ! sure can do it. :))

11more weeks to go. :/

happy girl. :))

2009-12-04T18:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME AND ALY ! :)) ♥
can't believe we aren't an teen anymore. :/
though you are not in sg,
but still hope you will have a wonderful birthday ya.

is really great that you could spend your birthday overseas.
but still i prefer spending it with your loved ones. :))
so i had an wonderful birthday this year.
am really glad that prcp is 3days after my birthday.
if not i will be like spending my birthday at the hosp. :/
yesterday went to melt cafe at marina for celebration with family. :))
love ya people lots !♥
also wanna say thanks to those who have wish me.
even though is just a "happy birthday".
but it really make my day. ^^
also wanna say a big THANK YOU TO AH CAI for counting down with me.
ha. am really touched.

3more days left to war. :/

marina square

2009-12-02T21:27:00.017+08:00

thx thx YVSK for the present. :))

the "malnutrition" panda that ven bought for us.
panda is so cute. :))
can't wait for it to come to singapore in 2011.
went to sushi with YVSK today.
really miss the time that we used to chat in school.
we can like talk till there is no tomorrow. ha.
went to walk around after that to digest.
and ended up at the catching toy machine.
so happy that manage to got the mickey and minie. :))
will never forget vonnie reaction.
is your day girl.
decide to go to esplande to take pictures.
on the way was ask to write our new year wishes on a ball.
think is for some decoration or sth ba.
was like the stalker of the day also. :X
aww, and the next time we meet will be like last day of prcp le. :((
4weeks of holiday, left 4more days.
lets all jia your for prcp and exam ya. :))

2 more days. ^^

Bon Voyage

2009-11-30T17:24:00.005+08:00

Bon Voyage twin !
take care okay, miss ya lots. :))

today marks the end of november.
one more month and is 2010.
one more week to prcp. :((
so gonna enjoy my this last week.

holiday.

2009-11-27T17:20:00.003+08:00

aww, i miss BFFs. :((
can't believe left one more week of holiday.
though i want next week to faster come..
and also don't wanna next week to come. ha.
on the other hand, i'm down with fungal infection. :((
why must it happen when the holiday is going to end.
just hope it will get better ba.

can't wait for next week.
off to momo love. :))

ps : venassa wee shao chun, faster come back !

2more weeks

2009-11-18T20:38:00.002+08:00

finally met up with ven, ah cai and vonnie. :))
purpose is to go back school to claim money for the fyp.
and can't believe that group spend like so much.
coz our group is the lowest clamiest of all.
but at least we get to claim some.
thanks to nuri for helping us deposit. :))
went to kofu to have our last japanese food,
provided if the last day we can get to eat? ha.
ended up order quite a lot. :X
vonnie left for her lesson at one, jia you ya !
anything can come ask us. ^^
then we chatted till 1plus coz was super full..
and decided to walk around.
really miss the times going for lecture/tutorial..
having project meeting during break/after school.
awww ~
and hopefully all will turn up on monday. :))
really pray that i don't have work.
coz this work i'm currently working is like super last min can.
lucky only working till end of this month.

finally went to cut my hair also after so long.
and i gonna miss my long hair. :((
but i got no choice to cut coz is super dry.
but it will grow back one ya. :))

prcp schedule is out.
was like cursing from the start i look at week 1 till week 12.
only my ward people have to work during christmas..
whereas other ward people all have off on that day.
but on the brighter side, at least got people i know in there. :))
kebing told me that ward is ortho female ward.
lucky is female, coz i don't like male ward. :X
now just hope that nothing will happen during this 12weeks.
and everyone must jia you le ya.
cya all during graduation. :))

off to watch penguin father.

paparazzi

2009-10-29T18:09:00.006+08:00

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you till you love me
Pa-pa-paparazzi

i can't believe tomorrow is the last day of OT. :))
but must wait till tomorrow over then can be happy,
because CI haven give us our feedback. ha.
and is really unbelievable that we can be posted to OT.
as normally we only get to see on tv.
but i will never ever want to work there, unless is at CSSD. :))

gonna munch on cornflakes. ^^

thursday

2009-10-22T23:54:00.004+08:00

woah, one month is just going pass soon,
and next week is my OT posting. :((
so don't wanna go, due to hearing many stories of those who have went.
but lucky is just one week and hopefully everything will go smoothly.
and i miss school, why can't they put us to study instead of attachment..

so went for my trial work 3weeks ago..
lucky the boss allow to let me work for a short period.
and working can really make the time pass so fast.
but having less time to meet up with people.
must find some time soon !
also while i was working at tamp,
body shop is having sales there, super happy ! :))
so if those wanna buy, is till this sunday ya.

awww, i so don't wanna next week to come. :((

happy birthday lappy.

2009-10-04T23:18:00.002+08:00

Happy first birthday to my lappy ! :))
ha, times passes so fast that it has been one year with me.
one year means my warrantly over, so must really protect it now.

one week of holiday has just gone.
apply for so many job but only some reply,
will be going for my trial work tomorrow and hopefully i can get it. :X
if not i think can forget it arhh, can rest, rest now.
once PRCP start, cannot rest already.

met up with BFFs yesterday.
and its been so long since i watch a movie.
watch the movie "fame".
a lot people say not nice, but i only find the ending nice.
and i wanna watch phobia 2,
but so sad ven they all having attachment. :((
shall countdown, 5more weeks to go !
ha, okay. wanna go sleep now.
good night people !

holiday

2009-09-26T22:58:00.004+08:00

BYEBYE SACH, cya all during PRCP. ^^

HELLO HOLIDAY. :))
4weeks of geron posting is just gone like that.
thanks to miss janet and miss allison for the guidance.
glad to have both of you as our CI. :))
last 2days was at HSE at tampines polyclinic.
super boring..
scold us for small matter, lucky only 2days.
so now all the best to ah cai they all for their attachment, jia you !
is my turn to rot now. ha.
going to sleep now.
GOOD NIGHT.

unlucky.

2009-09-14T23:23:00.000+08:00

yeah, finally 8more days to go. :))
last week was a tired and interesting week.
night shift was super boring and tiring especially the 2nd day.
we were just like "bodyguard" sitting infront of the cubicle.
and going around every 15mins to 30mins emptying urinal.
maybe coz is not an acute ward.
so i can conclude that i will never ever want to work in an community hospital. :X

last few days of afternoon shift was shoik.
coz we like 5 then start work? ha.
as we are organizing a hari raya come mooncake festival event for the patient there on this wed.
which include dance, skit, game.
therefore we need to practice so everyday we are like practicing from 1 to 5.
really looking forward to it. :))

and i really never see someone like so over friendly to another person..
even though she know that the person dun like her.
is not that being friendly is not good, but this friendly is really over crossing the line.
i donno is she donno or what, but who also can tell when a person don't like you.
and normally you will like stop talking or less talk to the person already.
so i really thank god that i not in the same shift and same ward as her.
and pray that my PRCP won't be same as her, if not i really can go bang wall.
and i really wish i could have a time machine.

sunday.

2009-09-06T15:14:00.001+08:00

this is really my worst attachment ever.
thurs they told us that from tml onwards we will have to do night shift.
due to the overcrowding of students in the ward including the ITE ppl.
but i dun see why they no need to do and we need.
actually not everyone need to do.
depend whether you lucky or not lucky arhh.
so i'm like the unlucky one.
ha. okay, i better stop whinning.
coz prcp we also need to do, so just take it as a learning experience?
but the problem is i scared i cannot tahan. :X
as normally, when it reach 12 i will start to get tired already. ha.
we will see how it goes ba.
one week is finally over, three more weeks to go. :))

and i'm craving for cheesecake.

attachment

2009-08-31T18:44:00.000+08:00

first day of Geron attachment.
i can say i wanna laugh and i wanna cry.
coz now due to the H1N1 thing.
every hospital is being enclosed and you need to take temperature.
so the usual route i use to walk is all block out.
basically is like everywhere block out.
i was posted to SACH and there suppose to be a link bridge from CGH.
but end up was also blocked up so have to walk one big round.
the funny thing was we were lost in going to SACH.
then the other group was lost to OT.
so everyone turn to miss jenny for direction.
and yes, was shocked to see her at CGH.
think she taking the year 1 ba. :X

so we finally found SACH.
went for our orientation.
and this should be the "worst" posting i will ever went to.
first, we have to wear mask EVERYDAY !
for the whole of 4weeks.
second, no allowance for us.
third, the canteen super patheatic.
and this is just the first day..
i have got like 19more days to go. :((
wish me luck people.

friday

2009-08-29T01:32:00.003+08:00

awww, thanks thanks so much to vonnie and her bf,
for coming all the way down here to pass me my book.
i'm really sorry to trouble you. :X
faster go home and have a good rest ya.
love ya and all the best for your attachment ! ^^

and ven you are right that blogging in the midnight,
won't have any problem. ha.
whooohooo ~
so last paper is finally over.
but can get through it is another thing.
this time the result super late than out also.
23september, is like my last day of geron posting?
so sorry to spoil you all. :X
and why everyone is having holiday first. :((
but one good thing is that i no need to wake up so early. :))
went to watch final destination 4 just now.
is super gross can..
okay, which final destination is not gross? ha.
but at least is better than the previous one.

and and 2 more days of my holiday to enjoy. :))

exam exam exam

2009-08-20T22:31:00.000+08:00

one paper down, four more to go.
but socio paper was a killer one.
25marks for 5reasons?
and it ask us to explain briefly.
anywayz, is over.
prepare to die for management tomorrow also.
really donno what to study for that.
just hope that it will be easy. :X

all the best people !
use the full one hour to do ya. :))

last day of school

2009-08-16T00:53:00.003+08:00

awww, finally the posting page is back to normal.
super sad that friday was the last day of school.
next 2weeks will be exam and followed by attachment.
is like just a click and time passess so fast.
so 8am lab was cancel due to we promise to do our evaluation before that day.
went to school at 10am for ven and kim presentation.
and its finally over. :))
was late for AN5, and why it didn't have consodilation. :((
after that was the photo taking time !
everyone was like taking photo everywhere.
thanks so much crystal and nuri for their camera. :))
so so gonna miss everyone so much,
and yes, we definitely must open a chalet before our prcp ya.
thanks ya everyone for the help all along the 3 years. ^^

yvonne. :((

just now met up with robin and aly for movie.
watch the movie orphan.
i must say the storyline is great but just that is really scary.
meet up soon again ya. :))

happy birthday.

2009-08-10T16:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE. :))

i'm so proud to be a singaporean. ha.
this year ndp show was not bad, better than the last few years.
fireworks was still the nicest every year.
and so.. today is a public holiday for everyone.
but it feels like sunday. :X
4more days to school end.
10more days to exam.
awww, i'm so gonna miss school and everyone. :((

<3 o723.

off to watch K.O.3anguo. :))

tuesday

2009-08-04T17:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROBIN CHAN ! ♥
awww, can't believe we are 20 this year. :))

finally left one more presentation to go.
can't believe next week is the last week of school. :((
went to school early in the morning for so called prcp briefing.
but i think is like no use?
had mac for breakfast, soon i think i wun be eating mac that often le ba.
coz outside one is so exxxx, but can always come back to eat. :))
went for lab for TPN and burns dressing.
suprise it ended early.
so went to e-plaza to kill time before going home.
and i dun want go for NE seminar tomorrow. :((